Maybe if she didn't have a kersh!

"Maybe if she didn’t have a kersh she wouldn't have been dumped again for the…time, she lost track counting; probably for a flat tummy girl" she kept thinking while driving her car and taking glances at her obvious kersh.

Maybe if she didn't have a kersh she would have chosen better boyfriends than the losers she has been dating who treat her like..like nothing but a girl with a kersh!!!

Maybe if she didn't have a kersh she would have had more attention growing up from her family than her prettier cousin and that would have made crave less for anyone who'd care.

Maybe if she didn't have a kersh she wouldn’t have had to study so hard to prove adequate as her boy peers or pretty girly colleagues. Maybe if she didn't have a kersh she would have had more friends growing up and she wouldn’t have isolated herself with her books that she loved more than friends and she wouldn’t have had to wear glasses early on because of it. And now she is a girl with a kersh and eyeglasses.

Maybe if she didn't have a kersh she wouldn’t have resorted to reading and had books ruin life for her..made her question what other people took for granted..The kersh caused her to have a different opinion..oppose her parents ideals and her society's values..questioned life's most sacred ideas and caused her to stand out!

And now she is faced with the fact that no matter how much she reads..how much money she makes..what kind of education she gets or how successful she becomes..she will always be the girl with the "eyeglasses and the KERSH" nothing more!

It ruined the joy of the normal and caused her to aspire for the unacceptable..The kersh! She blames it all on the stupid flabby kersh!